When you really want to change your life on all levels, it takes several things:
And working with someone who:
Purified him/herself (who did enough inner work)
Is working directly with the Source (so they can help you to connect with your own Source)
Is able to show you your depths and shadows you can not see yourself and helps you to transform them. In other words, has the abilities you need for your transformation.
The process of awakening and transformation is actually a very practical thing. It has nothing to do with what people think spirituality is all about. You become more and more aware of how much of your life is actually run by imprints and programs and how much you live from your Source connection. It is a slow and very intense process with quite some detoxification and reflections in your daily life, but over time you will see your reality change and you will lead the life that you want.
You will naturally reconnect more and more with your own essence and feel that you want to contribute to the whole.
Spirituality is no goal, there is no utter 'state of bliss' to reach
Many people think that what they experience as bliss is the ultimate state or so called enlightenment. It is not. Bliss is an experience on the emotional, mental and physical level. It has nothing to do with living freely from your Source connection.
This is very confusing for a lot of people. The ladder to climb towards another goal is nothing more than an old pattern disguised in a new form. You think you have changed, but the root of the idea, that there is actually something to accomplish is still the same old foggy mental construction in another jacket.
There are many steps in this process of transformation
While you are purifying you will experience a lot of old convictions coming up. Each moment is an opportunity for you to let go and take another decision.
What is truly living out of your source connection?
You are a force of love. While purifying, you will be guided to embody more of your natural state, which is pure love. All human experiences included.